A Day in the Life of Epilepsy by Bryan Carson

Epilepsy had never been considered a threat to me, moreover an incapability. All throughout life I thought it was an experience common to young children rather than adults. I had a very limited understanding of its side effects and the harm that was possible. Unaware of its severities caused me to remain fearless. This popular Neurological disorder had never been a worry of mine- until 17 years ago.

Over the past 16 years given my epileptic experiences, realization that recurring seizures were different for all walks of life as well as age groups. Now in my middle 50s while participating in active support groups on a regular basis, Epilepsy awareness noticed by many had become routine. Healthcare providers and Parents concerned about their little ones, allowed me to witness others fighting the same fights that were becoming common. 

I've come to realize that the entire epilepsy society travels in various paths and is often difficult for many. Tonic Clonic, and Partial Seizure impairments appeared as a threat in the early days but now appear as everyday living- resulted in significant chang in lifestyle.

Being employed in an industry that required me to drive throughout the city, and responding to service calls, was no longer an option. Not being able to provide for myself, which was a daily habit as well as enjoyment, had become forbidden.

Over the years I had been trying to mentally prepare myself for physical downfalls that could become common. Clearly aware I was getting older daily, even though far from elderly- never convinced me I had nothing to medically worry about. I do understand fully that negative downfalls can take place in life as we age. Developing Epilepsy never disappointed me yet presented itself as a newborn obstacle.

Not being able to work every day, earning the same amount of income successfully achieved over the years, and being forced to remain stationary due to disability was a frustration. Trying hard to remain focused, I reminded myself that life could be much worse. Given the strengths I still possessed allowed me the mental clarities needed to avoid depression. Positive living was still a mainstay, and I had no intention of giving up! Significant improvements were experienced, although a few setbacks are often seen. Many improvements, surprisingly, have not directly linked to Epilepsy illness. Obesity had always been a problem I lived whipped over the years, but that's no longer a problem. Other health incidents have developed as well surprisingly. 

Despite the ups and downs oftentimes experienced with brain disorder, it is not impossible whatsoever for an individual to achieve the goals they've always longed for.

As I stated earlier, Epilepsy is an obstacle not a brick wall that can't be broken through. My personal “Frontal Lobe” impairments in life have clearly displayed those realities.

Anyone who lives with Epilepsy daily has the capabilities of achieving goals they've always desired. No one should ever allow this Neurological disorder to convince them they no longer have a life that can be lived. 

Never believe you do not possess ailments that can be mentally overpowered. The move forward may be slow but that's all it is- it won't stop you.

In closing I would like to add, never refer to your disorder as an illness, but a drive; a drive meant to encourage you to try harder, to advance forward!